thinking back 2011, a lot of things have happened. Mostly negative? it wasn’t a good year for me. At all. the few occasion that significantly make me remember are, flunking my UOL exams, broke up with gf and the worst thing that i am always unhappy abt, work. Didn’t really like my work, but i need it to fund my studies.
Work haven’t been good this year.. in fact i am thinking that its getting worst as i stay on longer. Not being appreciated at work by the upper management isnt something that any emplyee want.. Oh well i need to stay on to accomplish a greater me.
Well 2011 have been a really tough one for me.. struggling work and studies and relationship.. i guess the greatest lost i ever had was breaking up with my girlfriend. I think i have to let her go and thats becos i love her and i want her to be happy. She seems to be enjoying herself and very happy now. i hope it will stay like this for her forever. Happy, simple and carefree. I hope my departure will bring happiness to her. to forget me or nt, i don’t know but its up to her. But i know i wun. I’ve learnt so much about relationship and LOVE itself. i’ve learnt a lot about myself during this down time and now its time for me to bounce back after i hit rock bottom.
Of cos i have to thank all the people around me, even to people who have just come into my life by chance and left a little bit of impression in me. My friends are the one’s i especially want to thank. without them i think i would still be a rock stucking at the bottom of the well. they taught me to be a ball and bounce back when i hit rock bottom. Andy, doreen, fadzli, lee yen, becky, farhan, yeewen, how can i live without them in my life. We have been brought together by chance or by fate and stay with each other till who knows when.
2012…? I hope the world don’t end. i will not drink as much. i will take very good care of my health (health isnt good at all this year). i want to change myself. i want to be myself. I want to better myself. i don’t think i’m going into another r/s soon and probably i’m not ready.I am gonna get my degree.
I wish everyone a very happy and healthy 2012!
This will probably mark the end of the guy with a broken jeans on this very last day of 2011. The guy will move to another blog. Marking the end of his old him, putting behind all the past and moving on. What ever happen in the past shall stay in 2011. Moving on and never gonna look back. Good bye to anyone who still remember me or bother. 2012 will be a better year.
